Reverie

While these people are in a riot
I wonder what I am doing here?
I give that lil smirk and wonder
Isn't that what I always swear?

This wasn't even supposed to be a poem
And I dont think it is.
This chaos makes me wonder,
Was I sleeping?

Was I sleeping
and everybody else is waking up?
or is it that everybody has gone in a trance
And I continue to stay awake

Thats what happens when you are sad
You tend to stay awake
But then everbody;s sad
Am I dead?