Lying on the backseat of the car on the 4000 Kms Road Trip to goa I had promised to myself that Ill write an entry for every mood I experience.I was looking at sun through the leaves of trees passing by.
I wrote for Anger. Most of the entries represent despair anyways on Quixotic Quagmires
Today the Quixotic Knight writes about HAPPINESS. Pure Infinite Happiness.
I feel a happiness which I am basically too humble to describe.I want to take every last penny Ive earned in my life and then rob all the money i can and buy Firecrackers out of it and Lite up the fuking sky. I want to hold everyone I know and their neighbour and their Dog and THeir car and just fuking Cry.
I want to Run
I want to be alone and crouch in a corner and try to convince myself that I am allright.
Its as if I am living in the fast forward version of my life's movie. I am doing everything at thrice the speed.
I want to scream.
I want to and already am making a fool of myself.
I am honest with myself.
My mind my body and my soul are one right Now. Which is something which never happens. My soul longs for a freedom all the time and Mind keeps thinking all the time. Crazy stuff at that.
My soul is my body now and I feel free.
My fingertips are so cold that they are killing me, My feet are throbing so hard I think they'll come out of my socks like MothaFukin Superman on Asteriod Maaan
There's a silence around me.
I am giving a smile which makes my face change and I see a stranger in the mirror.
I'm trembling
And I am crying
Ice Cold Tears.
I wrote for Anger. Most of the entries represent despair anyways on Quixotic Quagmires
Today the Quixotic Knight writes about HAPPINESS. Pure Infinite Happiness.
I feel a happiness which I am basically too humble to describe.I want to take every last penny Ive earned in my life and then rob all the money i can and buy Firecrackers out of it and Lite up the fuking sky. I want to hold everyone I know and their neighbour and their Dog and THeir car and just fuking Cry.
I want to Run
I want to be alone and crouch in a corner and try to convince myself that I am allright.
Its as if I am living in the fast forward version of my life's movie. I am doing everything at thrice the speed.
I want to scream.
I want to and already am making a fool of myself.
I am honest with myself.
My mind my body and my soul are one right Now. Which is something which never happens. My soul longs for a freedom all the time and Mind keeps thinking all the time. Crazy stuff at that.
My soul is my body now and I feel free.
My fingertips are so cold that they are killing me, My feet are throbing so hard I think they'll come out of my socks like MothaFukin Superman on Asteriod Maaan
There's a silence around me.
I am giving a smile which makes my face change and I see a stranger in the mirror.
I'm trembling
And I am crying
Ice Cold Tears.
8 comments:
Speechless... it rises in you.. builds up, reaches the brim and then suddenly you let go of it... stunning!
Touches the reader
Mast.
Hi,
I was reading through your GSD post the other day and was intrigued.
I came back to read it and you had it deleted from the blog.
Can I read through it somewhere else ? You can also send across the post to me in an email.
Hi Prateek, You almost gave me a heart attack telling me that GSD was deleted..........Its very much there,
here's the link to it
I dont have your email id
http://random-renditions.blogspot.com/2010/03/gsd-god-sex-aur-dhoka.html
@Rohini, Mohit, Ketan: Thanks a lot guys.... Means a lot
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